重生

放下令你流泪的人，

珍惜懂你眼泪的人，

期待为你擦干眼泪的人。

365 days in CITI

The end of 365 days in CITI
Lovely gift of appreciation from the team

The one and only photo of remembrance

Good days ahead love

Never realised it was the day where I should set my butt at the graduation ceremony in the Sheffield, UK
The place i'd been living for quite some time, 6 months to 2 years i supposed
Felt like it was time to head back to Malaysia from time to time
And now that I'm back, nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm?
*think think thinking, staring into space and recalling those days*
Seems like it was a great start and finish line but nothing has been achieved yet
A master degree? So far, not seeing any value added
Good money earned? Not much
Good time? I reserve the right not to give an answer without an attorney :p
Then what could I do?
Punching the 'like' button on 'ex' coursemates' walls and posts
End of story
and night peep

Master Degree Graduation Ceremony @ One World Hotel 27.02.2011

Here I would like to tag:

Leah was with:
@Lew Teck Eek
@Chan Seik Yauh
@Stephy Chin
@Jackson Lai

CHECKED!!!

*希望应届的毕业生幸福快乐*

如果可以如果

十一月，让女生想起一年前纷飞的秋叶
想起那时候窗边的细雨，踏着绵绵的白雪，再迎接冬天
如今，又是另一个十一月
错过的是再相聚的机会
可是拥有的并不比别人来得多
如果可以如果
女生想再一次疯狂，再一次感觉男生指间的温柔及温度
如果男生再问女生同样的一个问题
女生想说：‘我会，我愿意’
那年暑假后再相见，他们刻意回避
因为当时女生理智地说了：‘不会’
他们一同度过了超乎女生想象的一个年头
回首再看，女生只想改变现状而再次回到以前的回忆
延续着那时候的故事
就容许女生好好地幻想，仅仅幻想

再见

对生活的领悟：原来以前曾经执着，瞬间放不下的，在经过时间的流逝，再提起的时候，出现的仅仅是回忆和记忆。再过一段时间，如果不被再提起，回忆和记忆更是残酷地被抹去。酸甜苦辣和万般的刺痛总会过去，艰难的是如何让现在的时间快转，飞快地抵达忘记从前的未来。原来活着的每一天是每一个人的过去现在和未来。

好好加油

快乐上

Last Day in Flaming Dragon, Sheffield

Wished she could do this again in Malaysia someday... she would

Those dirt and leftovers... ill

March 2010 - January 2011
We worked

We served

We dined

And she left - 1 January 2011

*big bow to everyone*

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

~ Greenday ~

Lovely birthday celebrations, merry anniversary pressie, joyous gatherings, babies full moon... ...
20 days of summer break in Malaysia has come to an end
Good bye September the birthday month
Good day October the anniversary month
Get back to where I am now
Welcoming autumn with an open heart
With love, With joy

~ Leah ~

Over the Past 8 Months in the UK

~ She was once ~

*rebelled in a soft way
*thinking of kick starting her career here
*being so emotional and had the upset moment here
*neglected something she shouldn't be neglecting

~ She Has Been ~

*missing many of you loads
*striving hard for her studies
*fantasizing about tomorrow, about the future
*trying to forget the past
*counting down days to be home
*feeling sorry for things she has done and has not
*surrounded with such loving and influential people in her life

~ And Now, She is ~

*still counting down days to be back to where she belongs (10 more days from now!!)
*looking forward to seeing you, you, you and you
*feeling grateful to be given a chance to make things up to someone


~ When the Past Stays in the Past, She will ~

*wanna be the most ordinary yet wonderful lady in the world
*reaching for more than she deserves
*continue her second half of the journey in the UK by having her pillar of strengths side by side
*one day come back and whisper into your ear,

''I am home for you''

Long Lost Sista

Was doing nothing, having her butts in front of the lappie, and that leah found a time-to-time-MIA-friend of hers through FB

Hey u darling, 5 years++ back from now, we made the deepest shit and troubles, had all the laughter, tears, and hugs during that 3 months National Service


Ran away from her own dorm, she with her belongings gone to your dorm. We shared one single bed, showered together in sarung, pretended to be sick to avoid trainings and marching (and to enjoy air cond in the mobile clinic), yelling and fighting with the 'hamsap' camp commander, failed to turn up for most of the evening exercise sessions, rushing to be the 1st for shower before others grab all the foods in the canteen, sneaked into the kitchen to request for more fruits, having second phone to be kept secretly and personally, ordering take-away from the nearest cafe using our 'secret gateway', so much more to be recalled. Wow, can't believe she was once so daring and rebellious, thanks to u, love :p

Was guessing we were the only two smarties that cheered over the end of the National Service when most of them hugging each other with dripping tears. that was a total relieve. Though we didn't enjoy the program, yet we did enjoy the time spent together, didn't we?

Having ourselves at the different end of the world, leah wishes you the best of luck and god bless. Stay happy as always

**Shall share with you again more pictures that we had together, okay? (No worries, we both look odd and plump) :p

Lost and Found

The first year of Leah's primary school life begun in a Malay school, kinda outskirt and rural area, somewhere near grandpa's house. Even till now, she had no idea why her parents would sent her to a Malay school when her siblings were studying in Chinese school. Worrying she wouldn't be able to speak Mandarin as and when she grew, she was the only one who spoke Mandarin with father at home (by force !#$^&%#^%*&)

There was this girl whom she got so close with (and the only one she could remember). Her name popped up into mind all of sudden one night. and she FOUND her in FB!! Thank god you use your real full name as display name. You said we had crazy time and laughing our head off. Girl, you're right, its been 15 years since we last met.

The only 3 things Leah could recall about us:

1. We were the top student in the class
2. Had your name written on one of my Malay story books
3. We were told there was this 'supernatural thingy' in the ladies washroom and together checking out with mates in tudung

The excitement is just indescribable to catch up with a long-lost-standard-one-best-friend again.

The bond in between may fades, but friendship does not, it keeps sailing

**********************************************************************************


The taste of Heineken still feels like heavenly smell in throat as compared to the first sip Leah had some time ago. This may probably imply that this is the premium larger for her, not the people nor environment that matters. (Look, brewed in Holland)

The Oranje will march till the end!!

爱的礼物

想轻轻地对你说，自从那一天，就那一天，她已经不再是当初那个脾气坏，容易抓狂的小女孩。但是，对不起，她也不是你想象中那么完美。你花上大半辈子为孩子而努力，后半生就让他，他，她，和他为你而奋斗吧 。

~父亲节快乐~

人说，孩子是上天赐给父母的一份礼物；她说，父母是上天赐给孩子的一种幸福

家，永远是她最好最安稳的归宿

A Strange Dream

Again, am here to share a dream (call it nightmare if you want to) -17^th June 2010 -3.00pm UK time zone-

It should sound like a sweet and adorable dream with encouragement and motivation, but why would she got up to find herself frightened with her heart beating wildly?

Someone in the dream texts this: (have no idea who this person is)

Do not intentionally avoid strangers coming towards you

but

Do not waste your time showering one with your spillover kindness

and

Not to treat someone warm-hearted-ly for the rest of your life blindly

unless

One day, someone makes you his

Where am I

I am no longer anywhere

I was somewhere

to make some parts of your memories cheerful

-Everything was in a hasty-

Though she felt startled, this is a dream that she does not want to forget, so she puts them in the blog. Things are just hard to be explained. This dream determined the entire mood of the day

-lifeless-

烙印

紧闭着耳朵的心，怎么能听得见呼唤，惟有在中间保持着不被刺痛的距离，在心门外不停徘徊，直到累去，昏睡，再清醒。

这样的结局，是所想要看到的，可是怎么会那么痛。

这刺痛，将会被永远烙在身体的一部分。

《回忆》说：花开就一次成熟，他们却错过。

既然不能相爱，在被爱与去爱之间，她选择了前者，因为眼前还有一个人在等待。希望被爱的同时，她会试着努力地再爱一次，把被爱的感觉慢慢地再变成当初的相爱。希望彼此的改变来得合时。

太多的顾虑，让你我他都不能把紧握的手心放开，都被勇气打败了。

彼此从今找到最好的寄托，可是却成为两条永远不能交会的平行线。 :)

XOXO

Passing by Card Factory reminds leah of Father's Day, but when is it to be exact?

Caught the sight of newcomers and summer school kids hanging around the Sheffield city and streets with cameras in one hand, fruitful purchases in the other. Were once just like them, weren't we?

As soon as the day which Father's Day falls on is found out (because knowing, means being able to act), is hereby in advanced giving my dad - big hugs and kisses virtually. Catch that in your dream.

Love,

♥♥♥ XOXO ♥♥♥

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分享，

早上，女孩在睡梦中仿佛听见房子外有人说起话来，声音变得越来越清晰，越来越靠近。女孩再也无法入睡，她翻开被子，缓缓地把门推开，从门缝里向外瞭望。此时，她不敢相信她眼前看到的是事实。男孩被人群围绕着，男孩的父亲站在一旁，另一端则是男孩的行李箱。

男孩要离开了。

女孩一慌，奔快地把人群推开。渐渐地，人群好像发现了女孩，看见她惊慌失措的神情，于是都动了动身子为女孩让路。女孩终于慢下脚步，气喘喘地走向男孩。女孩的身高只达男孩的胸膛。她抬头望着男孩，用力地拉了拉男孩的衣袖。男孩把身体一倾，把耳朵靠向女孩的嘴边。女孩开始流泪，开始抽泣，把小手放到男孩的耳边，低声地问了起来：为什么不告而别？女孩望着男孩，期盼着心中会令她失望的回答。可是，男孩静静地和女孩对望，一言不发，眼神的交替另两人有着千言万语却说不出口的话语。

最终，男孩还是拖着行李随着父亲离开了。。。

这只是个过去已久的梦境，故事的结局没有人晓得，毕竟只是一场梦。女孩和男孩的模样变得越来越模糊，渐渐地从记忆里被抹去，可是故事的情节依然那么的清晰。

分享。