A Strange Dream

Again, am here to share a dream (call it nightmare if you want to) -17^th June 2010 -3.00pm UK time zone-

It should sound like a sweet and adorable dream with encouragement and motivation, but why would she got up to find herself frightened with her heart beating wildly?

Someone in the dream texts this: (have no idea who this person is)

Do not intentionally avoid strangers coming towards you

but

Do not waste your time showering one with your spillover kindness

and

Not to treat someone warm-hearted-ly for the rest of your life blindly

unless

One day, someone makes you his

Where am I

I am no longer anywhere

I was somewhere

to make some parts of your memories cheerful

-Everything was in a hasty-

Though she felt startled, this is a dream that she does not want to forget, so she puts them in the blog. Things are just hard to be explained. This dream determined the entire mood of the day

-lifeless-

祝君安好

很多人，都不需要再见，也免了说再见，只因为，他们都只是人生中的过路人。

缘来就聚，缘尽就散。对着渐渐陌生的人，遗忘是彼此最好的纪念。

不见

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pray hard for one of my dearest friend，hope you'll have a quick recovery from injury, loved

虽然短短的一句解答，抱着伤的一个回复与安慰，意义更为深重。谢谢你用心地聆听着。

好好养伤

领悟

原来妳是聪明的愚者

烙印

紧闭着耳朵的心，怎么能听得见呼唤，惟有在中间保持着不被刺痛的距离，在心门外不停徘徊，直到累去，昏睡，再清醒。

这样的结局，是所想要看到的，可是怎么会那么痛。

这刺痛，将会被永远烙在身体的一部分。

《回忆》说：花开就一次成熟，他们却错过。

既然不能相爱，在被爱与去爱之间，她选择了前者，因为眼前还有一个人在等待。希望被爱的同时，她会试着努力地再爱一次，把被爱的感觉慢慢地再变成当初的相爱。希望彼此的改变来得合时。

太多的顾虑，让你我他都不能把紧握的手心放开，都被勇气打败了。

彼此从今找到最好的寄托，可是却成为两条永远不能交会的平行线。 :)

夏。雨

看着店外豆大的雨点，本来还有点惆怅。步踏出店外，开始又享受起雨来了。这一次，在浓浓的雨中走了好长的一段路，之间没有因为雨滴而加快脚步。街上格外寂静，可是心里一点也不觉得空虚，反而兴奋起来，湿漉漉地觉得这一刻的世界好像都成为她的专属。

能在夏天再感受到春天般的雨景，最好不过了，原来她是那么的贪心。值得庆幸的是很多时候都会得到身边人的眷顾，生活上，家庭上，工作上，甚至是擦肩而过的陌生人。

经过那里，蓝色的铁门经已深锁。心里想说：努力过了，还能要求什么？

想问问，你为自己努力过了吗?

The Little Prayer

You came into the deepest, invisible place in her heart, but when you disappear, together with you, she loses that place in her heart.

For once, you cheered up this tiny life of hers. And whenever she thinks of that moment, it’s like a dream of beautiful scenes that she should not remember. Maybe she is afraid of something, afraid that she’d see those scenes again, dreamy yet painful. These scenes are all far away in a place inside her, deep in her heart, locked away with a key.

The dream was like a soap bubble, it disappeared in an instant without needing the pouring rain to wash them away. Where does she go from here? Where does she belong? She whispers in her heart whenever she happened to pass by the churches. She wished that her prayers and whispers would soon to be heard *finger crossed*

倒退的前进

自从有了搭电车的习惯，上车总会走到与行驶方向相反的一方坐下。选择倒着方向行驶的座位，有些人坐了会不舒服，会晕车，也有些人不以为然地只是为了歇一歇而坐下。

喜欢反方向的座位，因为那是一种倒退的前进。眼前的风景刚在不久之前，在别人眼里已是过去。然而，逆着方向坐着的那一位却能看见别人过去遗失的美好。是自己拍子太慢跟不上你的脚步，还是你走得太快让我无法追上。

生活中的每一个小细节，当仔细再回头看，会有另一番滋味。昨天是历史还是回忆，今天是执著还是当下，明天是呐喊还是希望，都是一线之差。

亲爱的你们啊，不要让自己在今天错过了什么，因为它将成为你明天的遗憾。随波逐流很是潇洒但却让人很累，很累。

祝福

为什么吃着甜甜的巧克力还是会流泪？

XOXO

Passing by Card Factory reminds leah of Father's Day, but when is it to be exact?

Caught the sight of newcomers and summer school kids hanging around the Sheffield city and streets with cameras in one hand, fruitful purchases in the other. Were once just like them, weren't we?

As soon as the day which Father's Day falls on is found out (because knowing, means being able to act), is hereby in advanced giving my dad - big hugs and kisses virtually. Catch that in your dream.

Love,

♥♥♥ XOXO ♥♥♥

夜雨

从站在椅子上，把头向窗外伸，到倚坐在窗前，闻着一场突来香香的雨，望着曾经熟悉的石路，灯柱。。。一直以来只能从底层向外望，现在才发现，从这个高度瞭望着身边的一切，一人一景一物都显得美丽。

它们一直都在那里，都不曾改变，是什么改变了你。再美丽动人的风景和人生故事，除了自己，都被不同长短的尺度量着。

如果迎来的风会将喜悦吹散，请把伤感也一起带走。

The world one sees is different from another, the world leah can see, she has never thought about it before.