Monday, 31 May 2010

You are loved, love


不久前还在深夜里熬着论文,那时还无奈地欢迎着五月份的到来;现在,来到五月的最后一天,之间出现了很多的变数,生活,思绪,待遇,机缘,和心情的起伏。

五月份最后一篇的writing:

你们都是陪我度过五月的人,献给你们,


Mr/Ms A: You are supportive as always (at least to leah) like how you often claim yourself that you really are, you are just so sentimental in thoughts, leah knows that you are always ready for a relationship, wait for the day, you are blessed, love


Mr/Ms B: You are a smart cookie whom I really proud to have you as one of the men in my life, fly high, love

Mr /Ms C: Both of you aren’t talkative, like father like son, still, acting like a spoiled child in front of you could get what I need, why not? You are loved, love


Mr/Ms D and E: One used to be a good listener (merely), one used to be a good advisor with own thoughts but grounded by stubbornness, eventually time proved that you are just the passengers in my life, we are friends, aren’t we, love


Mr/Ms F: We’ve been through laughter and tears, and were once got so close. The bond between us will never loose and fade. Someday you will definitely find an ideal job for yourself. You are loved, love


Mr/Ms G: You are quiet you are shy, but you do speak much deep in your heart. You learn to be brave, you learn to voice out, but somehow you are in need of courage. You have my courage, love


Mr/Ms H: Knew so much about you in just one night, thanks for sharing and kept me acknowledged. Distance should be kept, it will do all the parties good. For all the reasons and hardships behind the curtain, still, thank you for your play in the stage. The curtain finally falls. Indeed, it was very painful. You are loved, love


Mr/Ms I: You are one of the puzzle pieces of leah’s life, at least for the past few years. Though incomplete without the piece, she is unsure whether she in need of it. Will try her very best to make it up again, its her bad. You are loved, love



想对六月份说,她要开始过日子了,你觉得是可悲还是可喜呢?



Friday, 28 May 2010

生日快乐


简单的一句:

生日快乐

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天空下起雨来,滴滴答答地打落在瓦上,漫漫的长夜就这样结束了,心情也平复了下来

过去了,都过去了

寻找属于自己的一片天空

酒醒时分就是另一个路程的开始

快乐和痛苦都是自找的

过于执着只让自己更加痛苦,学会放开才能真正地学会快乐

祝福自己

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还要祝你:就一句简单的- 生日快乐

Thursday, 27 May 2010

看不见的分享



分享,


早上,女孩在睡梦中仿佛听见房子外有人说起话来,声音变得越来越清晰,越来越靠近。女孩再也无法入睡,她翻开被子,缓缓地把门推开,从门缝里向外瞭望。此时,她不敢相信她眼前看到的是事实。男孩被人群围绕着,男孩的父亲站在一旁,另一端则是男孩的行李箱。


男孩要离开了。


女孩一慌,奔快地把人群推开。渐渐地,人群好像发现了女孩,看见她惊慌失措的神情,于是都动了动身子为女孩让路。女孩终于慢下脚步,气喘喘地走向男孩。女孩的身高只达男孩的胸膛。她抬头望着男孩,用力地拉了拉男孩的衣袖。男孩把身体一倾,把耳朵靠向女孩的嘴边。女孩开始流泪,开始抽泣,把小手放到男孩的耳边,低声地问了起来:为什么不告而别?女孩望着男孩,期盼着心中会令她失望的回答。可是,男孩静静地和女孩对望,一言不发,眼神的交替另两人有着千言万语却说不出口的话语。


最终,男孩还是拖着行李随着父亲离开了。。。


这只是个过去已久的梦境,故事的结局没有人晓得,毕竟只是一场梦。女孩和男孩的模样变得越来越模糊,渐渐地从记忆里被抹去,可是故事的情节依然那么的清晰。


分享。


Tuesday, 25 May 2010

Scarborough 24.05.2010


A day-trip with Flaming Dragon's colleague - Kim, Raymond, Lina, and Yik

Shall characterise them The Sponsor & the Organiser of the day, The Tour Guide and the Driver of the day, The Big Laughter of the day, and The Two Junior Dragons of The Sifu's

Scarborough gave a sense of tranquility and calmness. Peace-louing leah adores the atmosphere, 1st time ever visit to British beaches, 1st time ever got so close with the nature, 1st time ever got herself surrounded by the yellow field with pollen graciously climbed onto her supergirl top and jeans bottom, 1st time ever tasted lobster, liquor mix and some red wine, 1st time ever to go for a trip in 2010.

Free and easy trip always explore leah to new thoughts, new experiences and real good feelings. Thank you guys. Unable to share all the photos here. Just a quick view for some snapshots. Shall again share soon after all photos are being collected - perhaps in FB


Friday, 21 May 2010

Dummy girl, not anymore



Said giddy:
All works without a play, makes Jack a doll boy

Now that all works are completed, leah can free herself from being a doll girl

In love with the warm warmm warmmm temperature all around

A walk with mcd in hand and sweets in bag was really contented and joyful

Said km in one of his post: I might always be smiling and make sarcastic remark right after I say: I like you, but I really mean it. So please stop having doubts and believe in me and you

But said leah to people all around her: People, If I say I like you, I do really like you and I do mean it

kw, don, dex and kl: have a safe and enjoyable trip back in home country. 278 is all mine now :p


Sunday, 16 May 2010

无所谓

一觉醒来,发现生着一场病的她领悟了许多事情。

很多事情都变得无所谓,一切都应该随缘而来,随风而去。

想好好地沉淀在自己的世界里,想的是自己,爱的是自己。

今天变得格外沉默,天旋地转,只有她想留在原地。

只因为她的心想去的地方,怎么也去不了。

你根本不会知道,因为你从来都没察觉。

Thursday, 13 May 2010

A Little Wonder in the Globe


Just couldn't remain seated for assignments. Sneaked out to blog instead. hehe

A long overdue post...Let the images tell the story


SET 1



SET 2


and now

back to assignments :s


Wednesday, 12 May 2010

Explosion




In need a lil shout out:

am in a bad mood

why were you just so stupid and dumb to even realise this?


Sunday, 9 May 2010

错觉

原来一开始到现在

一切只不过是错觉

是时候清醒了

不再执着

不再盼望

不再幻想

甚至不再有所期待

你的温柔你的好

都不是我的专属

但是

还是要谢谢你

谢谢你带来一切的一切

不尝试

并不是害怕错过

只是害怕失去

如果有一天

勇气敲上门来

希望一切变得和现在不一样

原来我还是含蓄的


Friday, 7 May 2010

一夜长大


当忧愁和伤感再也隐藏不住,

微笑的背后原来是那么地哀伤,

因为从你的瞳孔她看见了这一切,

你又能在她眼里看出你自己的哀伤吗?


祝福你

一夜长大





I'm loving it


I do not need sex

simply because

assignments fuck me every night



Saturday, 1 May 2010

劳动节不快乐




此时此刻,是英国的bank holiday,也是劳动节。

原来2010年的四月份趁
leah还在默默耕耘的时候已经向她道别了。

几个小时前,房间还亮着灯,然而现在,转过头一望窗子,天亮了。

leah又让论文陪她守了一夜。

此刻的不快乐,会在以后被怀念。所以她苦苦地享受着。

原来劳动节就是劳动的一天。

提提神,继续耕耘。


五月份,欢迎你的到访。