♥♥♥

♥ I MISS YOU ♥

BUT

♥ I MISS US EVEN MORE ♥

Long Lost Sista

Was doing nothing, having her butts in front of the lappie, and that leah found a time-to-time-MIA-friend of hers through FB

Hey u darling, 5 years++ back from now, we made the deepest shit and troubles, had all the laughter, tears, and hugs during that 3 months National Service


Ran away from her own dorm, she with her belongings gone to your dorm. We shared one single bed, showered together in sarung, pretended to be sick to avoid trainings and marching (and to enjoy air cond in the mobile clinic), yelling and fighting with the 'hamsap' camp commander, failed to turn up for most of the evening exercise sessions, rushing to be the 1st for shower before others grab all the foods in the canteen, sneaked into the kitchen to request for more fruits, having second phone to be kept secretly and personally, ordering take-away from the nearest cafe using our 'secret gateway', so much more to be recalled. Wow, can't believe she was once so daring and rebellious, thanks to u, love :p

Was guessing we were the only two smarties that cheered over the end of the National Service when most of them hugging each other with dripping tears. that was a total relieve. Though we didn't enjoy the program, yet we did enjoy the time spent together, didn't we?

Having ourselves at the different end of the world, leah wishes you the best of luck and god bless. Stay happy as always

**Shall share with you again more pictures that we had together, okay? (No worries, we both look odd and plump) :p

Apology

Had apologies from two person in one day

Apology has its value only if you are really sorry about something

If you could have done better than just being sorry, why apologise?

Guessed she has lost her temper and that was silly

Just couldn't help it, please accept her apology

Her heart spoke in a murmur, she could have done better too than being sorry, couldn't she?

Perhaps you are just as disappointed as she does

惜福

在你们生命中出现过的每一个人，那曾经的存在都不能被否定。

如果什么事让你们想起了我，就算一秒也好，谢谢你们，因为你们心中还有我。

如果想起我让你们难受，痛苦，或担心，对不起， 我选择被遗忘。

如果想起我让你们微笑挂念，谢谢你们让我拥有这看不见的幸福。

如果我不被想起，你们要为能让你们想起的人心存感激。

此时此刻的你有想念的人吗？


惜福

For You & For Me

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

To Whom I Care and Loved

Making comparisons will never make you a genuinely happy person

If you aren't happy here and now, leave and never come back,
for good

No one was placed right beside you to make you happy, simply because happiness is not meant to be found, but to be made by yourself

Shared happiness doubles the joy, shared sadness halves the pain

Still, I chose to be silent

Hollywood Bowl

Sacrificed long kept fingernails just for one bowling game :'(

worth the cut :)

B & MW

J, M, B, MW

M&B


The scorer

Trio


'Suigiok'


Sifu 1


Sifu 2


M & Leah

Real Life Experience

Hypothesis: Losing temper is an act of a fool to lose control and make thing worse

It costs four folds to make one paying double for the single bad job he'd done

Variables: To commit or to accept, to respect or to obey, to stay or to stray away, to care or to be numb

Applying the same theories with variables to produce different outcomes has been your way to manipulate. Sadly, in your case, you chose the latter: to accept, to obey, to stray away, to be numb


Procedures- Leah's to do(s):

1. New strategy and alternative should always to be ready in shape (just in case something goes wrong) to make herself strong and unbeatable

2. Get herself out of the square box

3. Make herself happy in anyway. Yes, in anyway

Conclusion:

A few years from now, perhaps a few months, weeks, days, or even just for a moment (only if you have highly active immune system), look back and all these will be a faded memory

Marching On

Everything worth a try, worth a fight

It pays when the outcome turns out to be true, to be real

If it doesn't, it often comes with a consolation prize - the process that makes you feel real

It gives what it takes? or It takes what it gives?

**********************************************************************************

Results are finally out!

*am a greedy creature (larger number is better, duh) :p

Dance for me babes

Lost and Found

The first year of Leah's primary school life begun in a Malay school, kinda outskirt and rural area, somewhere near grandpa's house. Even till now, she had no idea why her parents would sent her to a Malay school when her siblings were studying in Chinese school. Worrying she wouldn't be able to speak Mandarin as and when she grew, she was the only one who spoke Mandarin with father at home (by force !#$^&%#^%*&)

There was this girl whom she got so close with (and the only one she could remember). Her name popped up into mind all of sudden one night. and she FOUND her in FB!! Thank god you use your real full name as display name. You said we had crazy time and laughing our head off. Girl, you're right, its been 15 years since we last met.

The only 3 things Leah could recall about us:

1. We were the top student in the class
2. Had your name written on one of my Malay story books
3. We were told there was this 'supernatural thingy' in the ladies washroom and together checking out with mates in tudung

The excitement is just indescribable to catch up with a long-lost-standard-one-best-friend again.

The bond in between may fades, but friendship does not, it keeps sailing

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The taste of Heineken still feels like heavenly smell in throat as compared to the first sip Leah had some time ago. This may probably imply that this is the premium larger for her, not the people nor environment that matters. (Look, brewed in Holland)

The Oranje will march till the end!!

Truth of Smiles

The things these eyes have seen on a face of a grown man

这双眼眸看到了，一些写在成熟男人的脸颊上的事

One who considers, thinks over, and ponders more than a woman would

需要思考，顾虑，熟虑，顾及的事比女人来得更深更沉

To give more than what people ever wanted and needed

为的是想施与给多过于他身边疼惜和在乎的人所求

You put countless smiles upon your face, but all I could see was the countless tears in your heart

脸上太多的笑，是因为心中有太多的泪

Behind your smiles are laugh lines and crow’s feet at the corners of your eyes

背叛你的是在笑脸背后藏着的笑纹

Behind the emotion showing in your eyes are wrinkles on your forehead and your graying hair

和在惆怅眼神背后藏着的额纹和白发

笑在脸，累在心

These are the things on a face of a grown man

Grown in mind, grown in heart

Mission Accomplished

Things Leah Did Out of BOREDOM

Did some printing jobs in the SHU library
It was unusual quiet


It is under renovation and construction


Leah's mission has begun


HMV sales...perfect timing


Found one and had another piece purchased online
Waited 3 days for the delivery
Finally, it was here this morning
Mission accomplished!
So much as the album title 'Time Flies', and time really flies
Get attracted to a collection of classical piano, concertos and orchestra album, 5CD's @ 10 pound,
should she or shouldn't she?

And still managed to get something for herself online
Thanks love for paying and collecting on her behalf in M'sia


Hair clip


Hair band
Arrgh...too much hair accessories recently
Enough for that

Spend on something else!

Ipod touch the next??
(make this font as large and striking as possible to catch the eye of leah's dear sponsorshipsssss) :p
You know she loves you all